2011 is the year I lose almost everything.
Kinship, Friendship and Love.
2012,in my attempted to hold everything together, I failed badly and even my career was at stake.
Perhaps I have been just overly ambitious all these while.
Only when I lost everything and fall into the deepest of the pit that one can rise again and shine even brighter than before.
Only when one has experienced the darkness, that one can fight the darkness of others and bring them the light...
Absorb thyself in this great sea of the waters of life. Dive deep in it-- until
thou hast lost thyself. And having lost thyself, then thou shalt find thyself
again
Building back my life one step at a time....