I always believe things happen for a reason. I have to believe so, if not how could I comprehen why things became this way?
Lost my temper many times. Because I just wanted to get some attention and sympathy. To get some people to be there to support.
Then again. Its just a slice of what my parents have gone through. Yet, they do not have any one to lose their temper to or to vent their frustration.... they only have us, yet we can't have a position.
What is my position?
This year, I got myself in. I have to. It's my obligation. At least this year I would have the bandwidth to pick up this. I choose this way willingly.
Deep down. I know I would regret if I don't face it this year.
